what do people looking for in life?

Love, Hope, Dreams....??

What should i put in first?

I always confused on this things....and what I find is:

1. We can put LOVE in the first place. But beware of your love. Someone, something or...else?
As I was living from depressed family, I search for love and attention so bad. I thought if I can marry someone good and make a good family, that will be enough for me....
That was my thought....

until I realise......not every guy is the same....they are different each other, but even the BEST guy, can't be someone u rely on. U must rely on yourself. Be Independence is the only key to gain success, fulfilled with yourself.

Relationship is not creating happiness. Relationship is SHARING happiness. That means u must be HAPPY first!

2.Hope....
I hope for better me, better situation I faced. So I work hard to earn it!!! changing is not happen just in your way, I must change and do something new everyday if you really want to have a better life.
Cooking!
Baking!
Dancing!
Just do it!!
Hope......is the last thing we do after we done everything! :)

3.Dreams..
I was a dreamer once...when I was a kid....until the day I called myself "adult" I stop dreaming and do routine job. YEAH!! BORED TO DEATH!!
And now I start to dream again. I start to learn swimming on my 27th and someday I want to be a "FREE DIVER" I like underwater very much.
and my dreams now are: DERAWAN ISLAND!

Well my dreams not just that:
1.Bromo mountain
2.Derawan
3.Thailand

And the most important thing about life is I found just now: FRIENDSHIP!! CONNECTION!!!
Friendship are treasures. Add new friends are super fantastic!!! add your circles!!

I have many friends that sucks happiness out of me, I have friends that only take benefit, and only there if they need me, and never there when I need them. then I DELETE THEM!!

Haha!! Sorry to be mean, but I have to RESPECT myself. And I always love friends that love me!!! I have bunches of them and they are my TREASURES!!!


Love you friends and I love being crazy and stupid with my lovely friends!

Ciao-

Guru SD?

hahahaq, males banget gw update blog ini...

iseng nulis2 aja
Barusan gw wawancara jadi guru SD...

fiuhh..hrdnya orang-nya terlihat tegas...baik sih, meski sedikit tampak galak..

jadi guru SD,,,,antara keinginan dan ketakutan....

can I???

pertama kali interview suru micro teaching tentang " Things in The Sky"

gw sih baca sebentar:..."susah ya, bu..."

Hrd: "ini masih yang paling gampang,kalo segini aja susah, berikut2nya tambah susah....."

gw: jah, gw pan cuman komen tujuannya biar disemangatin, "nggak koq, kamu pasti bisa"

sebenernya sih dalam hati gw juga yakin pasti bisa..hehehe....